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I just tendered my resignation letter.

My colleagues were quite shocked to hear this, as I have only worked here for 6 months only.

Many of them asked me: are you sure? do you wanna think over again?

This decision seems a bit "rush" for them.

But, I don't think so.

I believe everyone has a value, one in his/herself, and one in the eyes of others.

When you realised the value you think you are, no longer match with the value others think you are, that's what I called "disappointment".

My boss asked me: what caused you to make this decision?

Don't why, I gave him all sorts of stupid reasons, like company culture... bla bla bla... which is not the REAL reason.

But deep inside my heart, I know the reasons.

It's kinda funny, cause the reason I have is: I'm not "fully-utilised"!

I love market research, I love advertising, I love to create new things...

However, I never have a chance to do those things I like here.

Unlike other colleagues who are so "fortunate", I do not have the opportunity to apply Nielsen, plan advertising, and create new products on my brand category. I'm just doing the routine work everyday.

Honestly, I found myself so useless when I see how others are so busy with their things!

For me, it's not EASY to be BUSY!

People may laugh at me: Nothing to do but you're still get paid, isn't it better?!

Nope!

I really hope you can give me tonnes of work, to prove myself I have VALUE.

I'm going to work in a new company soon. My NEW boss asked me: this work is very "stressful", are you okay with it?

Thank God! I was relieved to hear that! I'm just afraid I do not have the chance to be "stressful"!

We always need to make decision. And, each decision will lead us to a different consequence.

I did not make a decision out of sudden, and I realised how importance a decision made can be.

There are two paths for me. I really don't know where the other path will lead me to. But I already know the path where I stand now is no longer suitable for me to pursue what I want.

So, I decided to make a U-turn.

I have decided, and I will not change. And I know, I'm brave enough to bare all the consequences.

Emery- Strong & Determined